The Reason That Make Yourself Strong

One day, I think I will become crueler and crueler with my own growth and experience, even become cold and ignored. I do not know how do those experienced people train, but definitely not the kind can be accomplished.

Sometimes, in order to protect my self-esteem, I occasionally become a tigress, like a volcano eruption, with sharp language and ferocious reason; even there are eyes of hatred!

When I was young, I was a child who could not speak. After yelled by some stinging students, I was often unable to answer. Because I could not fight back them, I could not find that kind of words with ease. When it was very late, I secretly cried. I was not smart like them, and I could not fight back others endlessly. Later, I secretly went to newsstand to set up “Speech and eloquence”, and then I read each period. I wanted to change myself that could be lobbied by others. So I was looking for ways to train my own eloquence. I must change! Here I do not publicize this magazine, but this practical experience and this book achieved a lot of words that I blurted out. And I was standing the place where I had been bullied to become today’s myself.

Until now, when I occasionally go through the local newsstand, I will search for the shadow of this book. If I see a good one, I will buy. Although I become more and more different with the past, at least I am not easily be bullied. So what the book gives me is not only the method, but also the ideas. In common and simple words, when you carefully ponder, it often contains a strong internal strength, if you understand it, you will earn the forces, if not, you will think of it as burden.

Well, I am a weak person now, but not everyone can bully me. I believe I will grow little by little, and absorb lessons, and then defend my own personality!

In addition, I will maintain the proper kind. I will help the people who need assistance, and I not cheat others, not killing. I still believe the Buddha and uphold the Buddha’s perception. However, I have to learn hard-hearted. This is the only cruel to protect myself.